This is my last night at home and even though I have to get up at 4:30 to make it to my internship on time, I know it’s going to be a restless night. I’m feeling so many conflicting feelings at one time. I’m not scared. I’m not unsure that I’ll be able to make it. I’m just terrible at goodbyes. The past few days everyone (myself included) have started crying at random.
Luckily, I’m only about an hour and a half away and since I want to go a lot further away for graduate school, this is like a transitioning step. Also, I’m getting out of Corona. Just the other day, I was driving around and I had that same feeling that I’ve had for years: “I have to get out of here.”
I’m ready for this new chapter of my life that’s coming in a few hours. It won’t be easy saying goodbye to my family tomorrow morning, but I’m ready.
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